Exploring Consciousness 11/21/14
New Frontiers of Consciousness - Part 1 (Vimeo)
Jurgen
Ziewe reports about his peak experiences which gradually lead towards a
state of consciousness of direct reality awareness without the filters
of conditioning, prejudgements, the likes and dislikes of the ego. He
delves into the phenomena of "Awakening", what it "feels" like and how
it differentiates from normal everyday waking consciousness. He points
to what we can do to shift our attention from the tyranny of our
internal commentator to an awareness of what actually is by paying
attention to a far superior wisdom awareness of the heart. May be the
heart does a better job at living than our thoughts. "The time of
teachers is done. We need to learn about our own inner teacher" His
"discoveries": compare your to others to eliminate contusion.
1. Astral travel: "visited" brother, found his whole consciousness
2. Multiple dimensions/copies each copy is better and more vibrant House became field.
3. When meditating and have out of body experience...continue
meditation (OM). this will allow entry into higher lever
of consciousness. (practice surrender and gratefulness)
4. Recommends exploring near death experiences. Trauma propels into altered state.
5. Lucid dreams, hyper aware, ecstasy: Maintained same state while awake
6. This is not replacing old ideas with new ones, but just being in the
present. Mundane is extraordinary. If over taken by
ego/thoughts...you can find your way back.
7. Thoughts are tools for your use, not the controlling mechanism
8. We are more than our thoughts. we are all equal.
Waking From Sleep: Why Awakening Experiences Occur and How to Make Them Permanent
Dec 1, 2010 by Steve Taylor
Eckhart Tolle: http://www.eckharttolle.com/
Sunday Plans for 42nd Week of the Year 10/12/14
Big Six (Goals for the Week)
Monday's Date:10/13/14
Last Week:
1. Get Gnomon Calls going
2. 1 Guest Stars for Enrollment Calls (schedule next reminder call)
3.Tax info (1) K1 for 801? (2) understand K1 for !st Investors
4. Get body back on track (food , exercise, meditate x3)
5. O2 account
6. Banking: Wire money, prepare LLC paperwork
This Week: (Same as last week)
1. Get Gnomon Calls going (cindy "Capetown Gauntlet"
2. Get body back on track (food , exercise, meditate x3)
3. Get all credit cards up to date
4. Clean House, Clean Desk
5. O2 account
6. Prepare LLC paperwork
Carry Over
4 out of 6, Including #1
Plan the Week :
Today Not
Monday 1,2
Tuesday 3,4
Wednesday 5,6
Thursday Celebrate
Friday Trifecta Eat, Exercise, Meditate
Saturday Trifecta Eat, Exercise, Meditate
Sunday Trifecta Eat, Exercise, Meditate
2.0 % Weighted Reincarnation/Weight
0.0 % Weighted Exercise
20.0 % Weighted Connection
22.0 % Soul's Well Being as a percent
Weight loss todate 4.3lbs.
Shakori Hills Forever! 10/12/14
Journal:
Shakori was amazing. Really getting a big dose of why it is so
special. 1st MKP booth, not perfect, but went very well. Jim Lyda thinks
we should keep it up.
Discovered...was confronted
with...Nahko and Medicine for the People. Nahko Bear is a force of
nature (and all for Nature!). Take girls to Wilmington for another
dose??
Thursday-Implementing Soul Calculations 10/9/14
Weight: 8.2%
Exercise: 0%
Connection: 40% (+MKP work, + Family - Livelihood, -Meditation)
Soul's Well-Being = 16.1% (That's sobering!)
Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation + Exercise + Connection
Soul's Well Being % = (1/3 of Weight Goal) + (1/3 Exercise) + (1/3 Connection)
Reincarnation = Nutrition (measured as % of weight loss goal achieved)
Exercise = 1 hour/day x 6 days/week = 100%
Connection = Subjective = Family + Community + Livelihood + Meditation
Soul Work Calculations 10/8/14
So...according to Younger Near Year you need 3 things..1. Don't eat
crap, 2. Exercise (1 hr/day x 6 days a week, w/weights 2x week) 3.
Love/connect/Passion
Here
is the current calculus...I will track this by a %. No. 1 will be my
weight. No. 2 will be % of 1 hr/day exercise (% of 1 hour of exercise
for yesterday. Eventually for the week, then include weight lifting @
20% of the effort) No. 3 is more subjective. (For now purely sujective
but with notes. Soon, meditation will be 30%) So where am I?
Soul = All that I think, feel and perceive, both consciously and unconsciously.
Reincarnation = Nutrition fully absorbed into my sacred portal hepatic system.
Exercise = Intentional and mindful physical exertion
Connection = Family + Community + Livelihood + Meditation)
Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation + Exercise + Connection (new)
1. (229.2- current-weight) = weight-loss Weight-loss/goal (68.5lbs)*100 = % of goal.
Ex:
Weight-loss = 5.4lbs 5.4/68.5 (goal)*100 = 7.8% of goal reached!
(This will be done in Excel with just % brought forward.
2. 0%
3. 40% (+MKP work, + Family - Livelihood, -Meditation)
More Calculations: For Soul's Well Being Expressed as a Percent
Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation + Exercise + Connection
Soul's Well Being % = (1/3 of Weight Goal) + (1/3 Exercise) + (1/3 Connection)
Reincarnation = Nutrition (measured as % of weight loss goal achieved)
Exercise = 1 hour/day x 6 days/week = 100%
Connection = Subjective = Family + Community + Livelihood + Meditation
Good So Far 10/7/14
Achieved: 7.29% Now: 225 lbs Loss: 5 lbs Goal: Lose 68.5 lbs (Stone) @ 160.5 lbs
Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation x Exercise
Next big step: Get sales going, step up to exercise, keep things moving/engaged.
Gratitude: Having Alex home by himself is a definite family boost. Fall is beyond beauty.
Dr. Withrow Appointment...Wow I'm big! 10/6/14
Younger Next Year: Live Strong, Fit, and Sexy - Until You're 80 and Beyond
by Chris Crowley, Henry S. Lodge
From Dr. Withrow....make appointment in 90 days...and be well on the way to "feeling 50 years old for the rest of my life"
Co-written by one of the country's most prominent internists, Dr.
Henry "Harry" Lodge, and his star patient, the 73-year-old Chris
Crowley. Harry's Rules: Exercise six days a week. Don't eat crap.
Connect and commit to others.
Journal;: (7th consecutive 226 lbs this morning...no exercise yet.
Me @ 65 Years Old
Sunday Plans for Week 41+ 1st of Month 10/6/14
Big Six (Goals for the Week)
Monday's Date:10/06/14
Last Week:
1. Get Gnomon Calls going R:Not
2. 3 Guest Stars for Enrollment Calls R;Off list for now)
3.Tax info for Cindy (1) David's 2013 SS info, (2) Ki for 801, understand (3) K1 for !st Investors R; Off list for now.
4. Get body back on track (food , exercise, meditate 2x) R; Food better, Not , Not
5. O2 account R:Not
6. Banking: Wire money, prepare LLC paperwork R;Not
This Week: (Same as last week)
1. Get Gnomon Calls going
2. 1 Guest Stars for Enrollment Calls (schedule next reminder call)
3.Tax info (1) K1 for 801? (2) understand K1 for !st Investors
4. Get body back on track (food , exercise, meditate x3)
5. O2 account
6. Banking: Wire money, prepare LLC paperwork
Carry Over
everything!
Week
Today 6
Monday 1, 2, 4
Tuesday 3, 5
Wednesday Shakori
Thursday Shakori
Friday Shakori
Saturday Shakori
Sunday Shakori
Medium and Long Term Goals
(from Gaines Steer 2014, Revisit Monthly)
Date: 10/5/14 Sign:
David Lloyd
Now to 30 days:
1. Create a Gnomon Group pipeline
2. Implement: Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation x Exercise
3. Create more nurturing environment for Cindy
4. Reinstate LLC
5. Continue MKP enrollment calls with good content
6. Start a Temporary Men's Circle
Now to Year's End:
1. Lose 20lbs
2. Comfortably run a mile
3. Close 2 Gnomon Group Deals
4. Have Cindy express thanks about my support (unsolicited)
5. Scope out real estate deal,
6. Have financial plan for motorcycle
Now to 5 Years
1. Cross Country Motorcycle Trip on Super Magna w/Overarching purpose
2. Experienced Shadow Work Facilitator
3. Bootstrapped 2nd Carrboro I-Group, 3rd ideally
4. Have full intimate relationship with Cindy
5. Producing $50-100K/Year
6. Completed a vision quest
Takin' the Temperature
(From Gaines Steer 2014, Revisit Monthly)
Date: 10/5/14
Things Going Good! Not So Hot, Really!
Energy & actions around MKP Income
Energy and actions around shadow work Weight
Clarity and groundness Fitness
Pantheism (spiritual clarity) Productivity/Hrs/Day working
Relationship with family members Sexual release
understanding of Jung/Shadow/Anima
Things to Increase Things to Reduce
Business productivity TV watching
Exercise Masterbation
Time with other men Time alone
Guitar Playing Eating when NOT hungry
11:11 10/4/2014
Inspired by conversations with Robert Rhyndress at annual MKP GCC Annual Meeting:
At first, 11:11 is a general invitation to move toward the inner joy and life fulfillment that's possible for you.
Answer the call of 11:11
Say yes to the guidance that got you
here. There is more Non-Physical help standing by than you can imagine.
Step into your awakening, deepen your current enlightenment, or perhaps
bring it more down to earth in practical areas like money,
relationships, anxiety, depression, health, etc. You CAN have spiritual
bliss and live happily on this earth. You planned it that way before you
even came here.
Numerologists believe that events linked to the time 11:11 appear
more often than can be explained by chance or coincidence. This belief
is related to the concept of synchronicity. Some authors claim that
seeing 11:11 on a clock is an auspicious sign. Others claim that 11:11
signals a spirit presence. The belief that the time 11:11 has mystical
powers has been adopted by believers in New Age philosophies
by Zen Gardner
I'd heard about this 11:11 phenomenon and noticed it for some time, but over the past year it has come wildly into life.
And I'm lovin' it!
In case it's happening to you as well and you're noticing 11:11's,
111's, and even 11's or multiples of 11, I wanted to present a few
theories as to what it signifies.
I know for a fact that for me
personally it is a very synchronistic occurrence, and the more aware you
are of it the more it happens. My wife and I both see them constantly
and point them out to each other and it's a real kick, as well as a
great consciousness raiser.
And many times it's downright freaky.
But always it's a signal to stop and assess the significance of the
moment, or just plain revel in the playful wonder of it all. It may seem
to be simply a self-reinforcing phenomenon, and obvious because of the
year.
But read on, oh skeptic.
Pantheist: Home at Last! 10/3/14
Pantheism:
Pantheism is the belief that the universe (or
nature as the totality of everything) is identical with divinity, or
that everything composes an all-encompassing, immanent God. Pantheists
thus do not believe in a distinct personal or anthropomorphic god.
Pantheism
was popularized in the West as both a theology and philosophy based on
the work of the 17th-century philosopher Baruch Spinoza, whose book
Ethics was an answer to Descartes' famous dualist theory that the body
and spirit are separate. Spinoza held the monist view that the two are
the same, and monism is a fundamental part of his philosophy. He was
described as a "God-intoxicated man," and used the word God to describe
the unity of all substance. Although the term pantheism was not coined
until after his death, Spinoza is regarded as its most celebrated
advocate.
The Symbol of Pantheism
Yea....that's the ticket!
Radical Self-love and Radiant Well-being 10/2/14
Ron Veitel believes that radical self-love and radiant physical,
emotional, mental, and spiritual well-being are the birthrights of being
human.
I am ready to embrace that birthright. As I sit
here at 229.2lbs, on the brink of immensity, I envision a life
of shrinking girth and expanding consciousness. I will
love myself to wellness by focusing on the forces I reincarnate into my
soul. I will seek out vital nutrients and embark on a divine journey of
physicality that will propel me into the far reaches of what is my
maximum capacity for intentional exertion.
Soul = All that I think, feel and perceive, both consciously and unconsciously.
Reincarnation = Vibrant nutrition fully absorbed into my sacred portal hepatic system.
Exercise = Intentional and mindful physical exertion
Soul's Well-Being = Reincarnation x Exercise
First Day of Fall: Mabon 9/23/14
Mabon marks the middle of harvest, it is a time of equal day and
equal night, and for the moment nature is in balance. It is a time to
reap what you have sown, of giving thanks for the harvest and the bounty
the Earth provides. For finishing up old projects and plans and
planting the seeds for new enterprises or a change in lifestyle. Mabon
is a time of celebration and balance.
This is
the time to look back not just on the past year, but also your life,
and to plan for the future. In the rhythm of the year, Mabon is a time
of rest and celebration, after the hard work of gathering the crops.
Warm autumn days are followed by chill nights, as the Old Sun God
returns to the embrace of the Goddess.
The passing of Mabon is inevitable and The Sun God should be mourned.
We too, must remember that all things must come to an end. So the Sun
God journeys into the lands of winter and into the Goddess' loving arms,
but endings are a good time to celebrate our successes, thank our
selves and those who helped us, and take part in the balance of life!
Mabon was a Welsh god whose name means Divine Youth and is the son of Modron, the Divine Mother.
On
Mabon we honor the Goddess Demeter, Goddess of grain. Her famous myth
deals with her daughter Persephone and her seasonal trip to the
underworld. Now is the time when Demeter is mourning the loss of her
daughter, and because of this all of the plants wither and die. When
Persephone is returned back to her mother at spring, life begins a new
and Demeter is happy once more.
Now is the time to turn inward
and reflect on the darker side of ourselves. To walk the labyrinth of
life and find balance in this time of self reflection. Take some time to
shed some of the negative things that hold you down, this will make
room for more positive things to move in. In all of life and nature,
there cannot be light without the dark, and their cannot be dark without
the light. It is the great balance that we all strive for.
Journal: I am feeling
renewed and unburdened. Several small things have come together. Cindy
and I were arguing about money and I calculated how much I have coming
in on an annual basis...over $40K....that's shocking, in a good way. I
stopped by Gil's to pick up supplement for Alex and was reminded I have
an appointment on the 18th of November, a good motivation to renew my
efforts to better health. Yesterday I suddenly realized that the tendon
in my arm is almost healed. It has been a painful reminder of getting
old and not taking care of myself. I used a dumbbell last night and it
feels fine this morning.
Out the old, in with the new. I want to be cognizant that the fall is
time of my father's death (November). But perhaps now it can be a
source of renewal and support instead of depression. The power of the
revealed shadow....wow.
Health: I want to take this week to establish some new habits.
Gratitude: I am grateful for all of the gifts I have been given on this beautiful fall day.
9/19/14
Journal: Falling back into old habits. Haven't journaled since Monday. Here I am!
Gratitude:
I am truly blessed to be living in Carolina on a beautiful fall morning
because it gives me pause to appreciate all I have been blessed with.
Meditated for 10 minutes.
Monday Morning (Not So Much!) the First 9/15/14
Got up at 6:00a and had breakfast with Joh Cogswell and took him to
the airport. Went back to bed, now after noon. I was up late working on
my Sunday evening...to-become-routine. Not feeling the the urge to go
with Playbuddy, but have an anger just under the surface that is
worrisome.
Dream (partially lucid):
There was some kind of emergency where people were dying/drowning in a
fast moving river. I was looking into a deep chasm the riven flowed
thru. I ran back and felt I needed to use a vehicle so I went to my
motorcycle. I got on it, somehting was wrong/different. It was partially
organic. It started and as soon as it did, I said to myself "this isn't
mine, mine wouldn't start right up!" I rode back down to the river
where the authorities were setting up and scanning the river. I felt an
urgent need to tell one of the rescuers that I saw a man in a small boat
come close to a place on the other side of the river where the water
disappeared below the ground. The man disappeared at this spot when I
was watching earlier. Part of me felt that this was an intentional act
on his part.
I woke up and realized I wanted a lucid dream (been doing this off
and on for a few months). I remembered in the dream that when I got on
the motorcycle I was basically transported down to the river, so I tried
to go back into the dream and get on the bike. It worked! There was
not a lot more to the dream other than the realization (in and out od
the dream) that I could be on the motorcycle and get anywhere I wanted
(intention/licidity). Wow!
Truly my dream bike!
Sunday Evening The First! 9/15/14
Big Six (Goals for the Week)
(From Gaines Steer, 2014, 52 x Year, Plan Week Each Sunday Evening)
Week #: 38 Monday's Date:9/15/14
This Week:
1. Nail down or delay Oasis talk date
2. clean desks
3. Plan TMCI in my house
4. Get 3 Guest Stars for Enrollment Calls
5. Continue knee bends (5x/day)Expand exercise
6. Meditate once
7. Should be #1...Get Gnomon Calls going
8. O2 account
Next Week:
Have working office file system
Mediate twice
Get 3 more guest stars
Arrange basement
Carry Over
Continue knee bends (5x/day)
Meditate once
clean desks
To Do's
clean upstairs,
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday
Gnomon Calls Guest Stars
clean desks Enrollment C.
Meditate once
Dream No. 1 Alchemy 9/13/14
Journal: It's 12:53am and I'm getting up at 6am. Not the best planning...but I am planning! Journal entries 4 days in a row!
It is 5:09am on a Saturday morning. I was just roused from an
extraordinary dream by a need to go to the bathroom. For some period of
time I struggled to stay in the dream state. It was partially
successful. This is my recollection of the dream:
I find myself struggling with an item in my hands. I am frustrated
and have a keen sence of urgency. It fits in the palm of my hand and
looks somehting like a gold bracelet, but odly shaped. As I continue to
manipulate this object I perceive that my mind is a bit fuzzy.
Eventually I get the object properelly oriented and it is a headset. Now
that I can hear, there are several people that have apparently been in
conversation with me, but have been cut off from the communication while
I have been struggling with the device. The primary person on the
other end is angry and is about to hang up. I quickly try and recover. I
as struggling with both an attempt to describe an experiment I have
been running for their benefit (there is apparently video communication
running as well) and an interpersonal aspect of conversation that is
aimed at cooling their anger by appealing to their ego.
The experiment: I have
constructed an enclosure that is designed to eliminate any possibility
of interfering with the space inside the enclose from the outside. All
information coming from enclosure is being broadcast wirelessly in the
lab and simultaneously being broadcast to the scientists on the other
end of the phone/video connection. I explain that when the experiment
started, I put two frisbees purchased from a local retail store in the
enclosure. Nothing else is in the enclosure with the exception of the
communication equipment. During our conversation (although the audio
from me was briefly interrupted) the two frisbees have gone through a
transformation. First into a block of marble that is indistinguishable
from a quarried piece of stone, then into something else. I am not sure
what it looks like, but it has metamorphosed into a object capable of
communicating with us. Indeed it is capable of passing the Tuling test
(I realize in the dream that I can not properly remember the name of the
test. [The
Turing test is a test of a machine's ability to exhibit intelligent behaviour equivalent to, or indistinguishable from, that of a human]
The conversation:
I am trying desperately to keep the scientist on the other line to not
hang up. In a raised angry voice he explains how busy they are and how
important their work is, bla, bla, bla. I profusely apologize for my
incompetence with my odd headset and attempt to explain by stating that I
have been up for many hours and have taken something that has come out
of the experiment and am a bit befuddled. This just makes him angrier as
it blatantly breaks all proper scientific protocols. I further explain
my rational for choosing to have the conversation with his group in the
first place. I perceive him to be (I am very particular about use of the
word "perceive") one of the few people on the planet that can
appreciate and fully understand my work. Further, while unconventional,
the procedures I have been running through were intended only to
demonstrate tho nature of the experiment in the enclosure. We were now
at a point where manipulation of the the object in the enclosure was to
be given over to him. I would answer any questions I could and he would
be able to create the circumstances in the enclosure that would answer
any other question he had empirically.
Then I woke up.
Comments: Wow that was a
cool dream! I decline to call this section an interpretation because of
my lack of knowledge around Jung's methods for dream interpretation. But
I do see many interesting aspects of the dream that touch on
"reality."
The idea that I have taken something that has changed my
consciousness (and that the substance came from the experiment)
parallels my current perception that my mind has been altered by the
recent Dream Shadow Seminar I attended. I described myself as "manic" to
Tracy Phillips during our conversation yesterday. I have also recenly
discussed with Robert (Oasis) a drug called
DMT.
It is supposed to put you in touch with the universe for 8 hours or so,
but when you return, only 15 minutes has transpired. [See DMT section
below] He stated that he would not be taking it any time soon because he
feared disturbing a dichotomy in his current mental state. Half of him
in focued an a gigantic project ($500k) in Jamaca (Bob Marly's 70th
birthday celebration, "One Love") and his routine life as the proprietor
of The Oasis in Call Mill.
Feeling incompetent is nothing new, but I am apparently overcoming it in the dream.
The fact that this journal is now partially a dream journal fits into
my recent exposure to Jungian psychology. I am fearful about going in
too many directions at the same time. One of the immediate thoughts I
had waking was that this dream could be th subject for afilm I could
make (example of going in many directions mentally).
Alchemy: In this book, Jung argues for a reevaluation of the symbolism of
Alchemy as
being intimately related to the psychoanalytical process. Using a cycle
of dreams of one of his patients he shows how the symbols used by the
Alchemists occur in the psyche as part of the reservoir of mythological
images drawn upon by the individual in their dream states. Jung draws an
analogy between the Great Work of the Alchemists and the process of
reintegration and individuation of the psyche in the modern psychiatric
patient. This is news to me (just pulled it off of Wikipedia) but not
surprised. This is a link I have been missing. I knew e studies alchemy,
was not sure how it fit in. In my dream the gold headset/object was
the genesis of everything else. It was not in the enclosure, but was
essential to the communication (read understanding). It started the
transformation that ended with human consciousness (
DMT: N,N-Dimethyltryptamine (DMT or N,N-DMT) is a psychedelic compound of the
tryptamine family. Since DMT resembles the basic structure of neurotransmitters, when ingested DMT is able to cross the human
blood-brain-barrier,
allowing it to act as a powerful hallucinogenic drug that dramatically
affects human consciousness. Depending on the dose and method of
administration, its subjective effects can range from short-lived,
milder
psychedelic states to
powerful immersive experiences; these are often described as a total
loss of connection to external reality and an experience of encountering
indescribable spiritual/alien beings and realms.
DMT Conjecture: Dr.
Rick Strassman, while conducting DMT research in the 1990s at the
University of New Mexico, advanced the controversial hypothesis that a massive release of DMT from the
pineal gland prior to death or near death was the cause of the
near death experience (NDE)
phenomenon. Several of his test subjects reported audio or visual
hallucinations. His explanation for this was the possible lack of panic
involved in the clinical setting and possible dosage differences between
those administered and those encountered in actual NDE cases. Several
subjects also reported contact with "other beings", alien like,
insectoid or reptilian in nature, in highly advanced technological
environments
[13] where
the subjects were "carried", "probed", "tested", "manipulated",
"dismembered", "taught", "loved" and "raped" by these "beings". Basing
his reasoning on his belief that all the enzymatic material needed to
produce DMT is found in the pineal gland, and moreover in substantially
greater concentrations than in any other part of the body, Strassman has
speculated that DMT is made in the
pineal gland.
Legal DMT Use:
Santo Daime
churches (use DMT in ceremonies, legal for their use in US) promote
a wholesome lifestyle in conformity with Irineu's motto of "harmony,
love, truth and justice", as well as other key doctrinal values such as
strength, humility, fraternity and purity of heart. The practice became a
worldwide movement in the 1990s. The churches
website: http://www.santodaime.com/en/
SD Cards
for DSLR Video - Prevent Your Card from Auto Stopping: This video
compares Sandisk Extreme Pro 95mb/sec 32GB SDHC card ($130) and the
Transcend Class 10 32GB SDHC card ($30) He concludes if your are just
starting out, the cheaper card is fine. For example, his camera was not
able to exploit most of the speed of the more expensive Scandisk.
Ended
day with trip to Richmond to have dinner with Tod and Randy. It was
really nice (Stella's). Good friends take effort to keep.
I don't have any format yet, but I hope to ferret out what to do in
the book Gaines loaned me on journaling. For right now, I just want to
touch base every day. Touch!
David Lloyd 1.0 9/11/14
Short, Medium and Long Term Goals
(from Gaines Steer 2014, Revisit Monthly)
Date: 9/11/14 Sign: David Lloyd
Now to 30 days:
1. Continue MKP enrollment calls with good content
2. Set up Shadow Work talk @ Oasis (include plan for potential seminar)
3. Create a Gnomon Group pipeline
4. Create more nurturing environment for Cindy
5. Start fitness routine (includes slowing losing weight thru healthy habits)
6. Start a Temporary Men's Circle
7. Reinstate LLC
Now to Year's End:
1. Lose 20bls
2. Comfortably run a mile
3. Close 2 Gnomon Group Deals
4. Have Cindy express thanks about my support (unsolicited)
5. Scope out real estate deal,
6. Have financial plan for motorccycle
Now to 5 Years
1. Cross Country Motorcycle Trip on Super Magna w/Overarching purpose
2. Experienced Shadow Work Facilitator
3. Bootstrapped 2nd Carrboro I-Group, 3rd ideally
4. Have full intimate relationship with Cindy
5. Producing $50-100K/Year
6. Completed a vision quest
Takin' the Temperature
(From Gaines Steer 2014, Revisit Monthly)
Date: 9/11/14
Things Going Good! Not So Hot, Really!
Energy & actions around MKP Income
Energy and actions around shadow work Weight
Clarity and groundness Fitness
Release from gremlin/play buddy Productivity/Hrs/Day working
Relationship with family members Sexual release
understanding of Jung/Shadow/Anima
Things to Increase Things to Reduce
Business productivity TV watching
Exercise Masterbation
Time with other men Time along
Guitar Playing Eating when NOT hungary
Big Six (Goals for the Week)
(From Gaines Steer, 2014, 52 x Year, Plan Week Each Sunday Evening)
Week #: 37 Monday's Date: 9/11/14 (Thursday...day started)
This Week: Next Week:
1. Explore Oasis talk date Pick Oasis talk date
2. clean desks Have working office file system
3. Send out Shakori Hills email Plan TMCI in my house
4. clean downstairs clean upstairs
5. Continue knee bends (5x/day) Expand exercise
6. Meditate once Mediate twice
Carry Over
To Do's
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday
Oasis
Desks
Meditate
Journal: Wow,
there's a lot going on. "David Lloyd" is about trying a more complete
name as suggested by William Charles(?), Ritual Elder. Need to
introduce myself that way to someone new.
Gift I Received from Shadow Work Seminar
In the 1951 animated movie version of Alice in Wonderland, Alice
says to herself, "I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom
follow it." I hope you won't be like her, Pisces. It's an excellent time
for you to heed your own good advice. In fact, I suspect that doing so
will be crucial to your ability to make smart decisions and solve a
knotty problem.
