Fiscal Log: Feeling extremely stressed. Now going thru 3rd delay on getting up to NJ and starting hands-on with rebuilding. 1st delay was 2nd storm just after Sandy. 2nd was because my business partner (will call Pete) needed to return to NC. We were to go back up to NJ together, but he mistook how close Thanksgiving is, so he is going to fly, not drive and we will go back up just after Thanksgiving...feeling trapped, helpless and way under water financially...which pretty much sinks my whole like at this point.
Physical Log: Blew off running for the day. Emotionally, want to crawl under a rock. Plan on picking up tomorrow with week day 20min run, aiming for a 2 1/2 mile run at the end of this week's schedule. Weight is also not cooperating. Thought I was stable and still losing after 5+ lbs recently but seem to be back up to where I was a week ago. I am very concerned about how I am going to control diet when working in NJ.
Closing: Feel I am completely on fearful hold until I can get my hands on this business.
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