Struggling

 Trying to get over the goal line; first renter. Broke, lots to do. Living in fear. Need to get back on truck w/food, exercise and MEDITATION.

Release Fear

Focus on Gratitude

• Walked upright during and after gum session this morning
• Walled upright for 20 minute walk with Rory yesterday
• Enjoying the company of best dog in the world
• Close to launching Pine Strat Annex Project
• Blue skies and low wind
• Finished morning ritual at 12:45pm (Journaling the only hold up)
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Saturday, New Approach

Saturday, New Approach

I'm gonna try something new with my journaling. brother trying to push myself through my 5 morning events I'm going to start with journaling be grateful for what I've already accomplished and what I have and then see what I'm fault.

• I am grateful for the resources that have been afforded me
• I am grateful for Rory coming into my life.
• I am grateful for my family..
• I am grateful for all the life I have been given.

There are more ways to look at yourself than just considering yourself, I am told. You can be defined by the way you treat others, the way you behave in circumstances beyond your dictate. You can be defined by outlasting your past, not prefiguring your future, by finding a point at the center of a therapist’s hand-drawn crucifix and being comfortable there: Apart from yourself and the judgments and grievances of the brain, at ease over coffee with an elder, trying to learn why a skid loader needs the hydraulics it does, not slope-shouldered with the ruins of a decision—not yours—that left you where you are today. 

But enjoying the way the red finch lands on the rail of the feeder a few feet in front of you.

A Year of Being Here

daily mindfulness poetry by wordsmiths of the here & now

http://www.ayearofbeinghere.com/p/about.html

Thursday, Pushing Thru Fear

Is the tire meets the road on this great adventure I am getting fearful. trying to stay ahead of it by staying focused on the present and getting s*** done.

Rory doing great. Needs lots more play dates and time outside. Challenging when it's cold. Limited space inside is also a challenge. What was I thinking? Was I just feeling ? Time will tell.

Finished morning routine at 10:00 am.

Monday, Still Moving

Finished morning routine by 8;00am. Moving ando ing forward.

NEED to get on finances/paperwork. Set aside time to do each day for 30 minutes. 

Morning On Track, Puppy Challenges

Finished morning routine at 9:30am. Will be swimming later then Horse Grounds w/Rory. See if we can going for 5 minutes anyway.

.Shooting for a zero accident day. Treats are working, but now has loose stools.

Need to dig into business end of all my efforts w/Pine Street Annex Project.

Two Cup Method: Quantum Jumping Manifestation

Missed a day of full MMJMJ but, all systems going forward. Still slow and choppy, but going. Watched TikTok on how to manifest with two glasses of water and sticky notes...Giving it a try.

Two Cup Method: Quantum Jumping Manifestation

In order to apply this method, you only need two sticky notes, a pen, two glasses, and water. If you want to try this method, you have to really believe it.

1. You put your current situation down on the first sticky pad, what you are feeling, if you are stressed out, unhappy with the situation.

2. On the second cup write your desired situation. Then, you put all the feelings of how happy and grateful to have what you desire right now, in this present moment.

3. Fill the first cup and hold it feeling the emotions and energy of your current state for a while.

4. Pour the water into the second cup, hold it in your hands fully embracing the moment of having your desired manifestation now. Engage your emotions and gratitude fully (2-5 minutes). Drink the water, be the water, Forget it. Move on.

Notes: Scientific Proof Thoughts & Intentions Can Alter The Physical World Around Us Dr. Masaru Emoto, a researcher and alternative healer from Japan has given the world a good deal of evidence of the magic of positive thinking. He became famous when his water molecule experiments featured in the 2004 film, What The Bleep Do We Know? His experiments demonstrate that human thoughts and intentions can alter physical reality, such as the molecular structure of water. Given that humans are comprised of at least 60% water, his discovery has far reaching implications… can anyone really afford to have negative thoughts or intentions?