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Friday, September 9, 2016

Being vs Having



This is my dream motorcycle.

This is the balance I want in my life.

This is how I want to feel when I play the guitar.

This is how I want to express my self artistically and emotionally.

This is the level of fitness I want to achieve

.I want to demonstrate this kind of faith.

This is where I want to be able to hike.

Oh yea, and lean to speak Spanish.


I can have it all. Be here now.


Being vs Having

Having something is temporary.
Being something is infinite.

I am an artist in search of his media.
I am a dreaming dreamer being dreamt.
I am the space between the notes.
I am free of the clutches of my past.
I am free of the expectations of my future.





Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Reengaging with the DailyOm Self Hypnosis Course on Weight Loss

This started with a fill in the blank Exercise: 

Fill in the blank. What do I have to believe about myself if eating crap and eating too much could truly stop me from living my life healthy, happy and at my ideal weight?

When you look at that belief, ask yourself, What is a deeper truth? The deeper truth is that there is a part of me that does not feel I deserve to be healthy or wants to stop feeling unloved by stuffing food in me, even if it doesn't feel good even short term. For now accept this and move on. Challenge this belief from multiple directions. Practical food advice, self hypnosis, dreams. Solve this problem on a higher level (Einstein) Carry on.



The Future Me!

Monday, July 18, 2016

Monday, Day 3


On a roll yet?

Inertia is creeping in!!!! To ride or not to ride?  No pain no gain, wait, that's not right.  I had no pain, that is the gain...to be continued.

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Summer Sunday



Robert's talk last night

Robert Roskind became an "instant" hippie after accidentally ingesting 100+ hits of LSD. It was pure LSD from a UNC research lab. He took 1/3 the liquid in a vial. He assumed it was to be split between his three friends  (1st time on LSD) Turns out a dose was measured by dipping your finger in it. Oops. Completely blanked on 1st 8 hours, took 3 days to come down. Or maybe he never did.

45 minutes of biking, 15 minutes cool-down stretch. same riding stats as yesterday.  So, the one lap time of 1.33 minutes in gears 2/5 is equal to a 15 mile/hour pace, on dead flat. That's slow, big surprise. It feels better even on day 2. Now that I have switched to a flat pedal, the pain in my right foot was minimal yesterday and almost nonexistent today.  I did a pretty thorough and painful stretch on the wooden roller. It was most painful on the arch of my right foot.  Let's see what happens after a week and then a month.

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Summer Saturday Ride


My Crazy BikeE

Cardio Day: Road for 35 minutes,~15 min to track at the middle school, 1min 20sec for 1/4 mile lap.(about 11.3 miles/hr pace in 2/5 gears)

Want to rotate each day with an emphasis on Cardio, strength, flexibility, balance.  Do some of each, each day. 

Thursday, July 14, 2016

Summertime...No time to waste


Summer

So...I have been stuck.  Now I'm unstuck. By fiat. I need to meditate, exercise and mindfully eat. So it begins once again. 

Today: Meditation: 10 min, morning
              Exercise: Zero
                 Eating: Distracted, medium healthly

Friday, June 3, 2016

My Next Journey




Me Now...................................................................Me Later